When I go to bed anymore at suite 1-b 98 elmwood ave i can’t help but smile at the silence i sense and feel. Stillness, complete stillness. No one yelling at me or being a pain in the ass, no nagging, no fighting, no nothing at all. Sometimes I think I have actually died and gone to heaven. My God what a good life I have. There is only me and for now that is more than enough.