Monthly Archives: May 2011

My Other

I wait for the call from Cindy to give me a start date and the specifics of working for The Design Group/The People Bank.  I have most of what has been lost restored when I allow.  I can name generate, … Continue reading

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Up to Here

The evaluation for 17.5% body fat is a short time away.  Will I make it?  It has been since April 3 2011 since the fuelling change took place.  I have struggles with cravings still.  I feel and look like I … Continue reading

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Allow

I am now to the point where I can allow life to happen and not try to force it.  I am to the point where I seek abundance rather than shortage, and strength rather than weakness. SD

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Concentration

When I turn my attention and energy to my projects humbly great things happen.  When I mind my own business great things happen.  When I question my own flawed logic changes occur that are amazing.  Why has it taken me … Continue reading

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Calmness

It is here for a while or as long as I wish.  Calm serenity and a lack of need for control and making wrong.  This called total clear acceptance.  Right now!  All is as it is.  Hmmm too airy fairy? … Continue reading

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Apology and Amends

There is really no need for me to be rude that is a learned social behavior based in shame, guilt and fear.  However, there is a greater need for me to up my game in the areas of emotional counter … Continue reading

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David, Willy, Marc and Jim

The above names are in honour of those men who saved my life at different stages of development during my first 42 years here.  Without them I would have been lost.  Some have passed to the great beyond as it … Continue reading

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