Monthly Archives: April 2011

Addiction to the Illusion of Power

I confess guilt pure guilt on this one.  The surge of power and the full feeling of the ego as being right and on top.  It is like a hit of chocolate to a starving man.  I can do no … Continue reading

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Acceptance of change

There might be a good chance that I may never say a bad word again, may be.  I have invested a lot of time and energy in making others wrong.  Shame, fear and guilt have fuelled this.  The other than … Continue reading

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Full Switch

I will keep 221 zombies and today is the day of change full change for me.  It has been brought to my attention that I compose and create wrong or other than.  I find shame and blame to separate and … Continue reading

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Reading the Emo Context

On Monday I met with a past work peer who offered my a contract job at the agency where he was a tenured, guaranteed mgr.  The job was boot licking bullshit that under cut my intellect and abilities.  I knew … Continue reading

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Merry Christmas or Easter I guess

This one is now in the books.  It is done.  My days of egg hunts with my younger brother are long gone as are big Sunday dinners at 547 Eden Ave.  As Shirley said those were the good times, and … Continue reading

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Sugar Shock

Ok so I have a confession on sugar.  I ate a lot since Thursday.  I may have a different weight on monday night at 10:45pm than previous weeks. SD

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Mind my business

When I mind my own business and take inventory on my issues then life is good.  When I tell others how to live life then it is bad.  Hmm that is simple. SD

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