Monthly Archives: February 2011

This One is Going to Hurt…..

I am money panic attack number 17 for the week.  The engines are stalling, I am loosing air speed and dropping fast.  Hmmm, money is a powerful force and energy as is health and food.  Why then is my weight … Continue reading

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Free form

This week is officially week sixteen, and what do you have to show for it?  An unpaid rental car bill and nothing much.  Then why the bouts of serenity?  Hmmm, not sure on that one.  4 months of nothing.  Nov … Continue reading

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What is happening?

I am sitting at office #4 KH on Wellington road south bathed in beta endorphins after a crazy ass hill run and stretch early this morning.  I am fast and strong and my heart is getting better.  When I have … Continue reading

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Money:Bread and Butter Responsibilities

There is always more money when I take care of what I have.  Faith is fine as is work and right thought.  When I am practically responsible with cash energy there is more on the way. Bread and Butter cash … Continue reading

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Season 2

This week one year ago I began swim training for my great tri athlon redemption.  This season my intention is to be stronger, leaner, faster and much more confident.  No more hurricanes will be invited to my race days.  This … Continue reading

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How to Play Stupid

WTF?  What now? Not again?  More struggle and resisted denial?  Why?  It is best that I maintain and play the role of the peculiar, impulsive, outspoken, energetic, job hopper.  It is best that for the rank and general power game … Continue reading

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Shame Motivators

“You had better settle down and stablize yourself.” “Yes, he is peculiar like you.” “What’s wrong with you and your thinking.” “I don’t know where I went wrong with him.” “You are like a sheep dog, always chasing something.” “And … Continue reading

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